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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
wads happening man.wads happening to me..im falling so sick.and the world feels so dark.where is my light.where is my one and only.i really duno what im online for.or why im blogging.i just feel like typing it all out here.im feeling everything but happy.this sucks, so much..its painful. and i cant get it off my mind.if you missed me like i do now.why aren't you doing anything.dont you need me.after all that i tried?or are you just an illusion now.is all of this worth it for me..or has everyone i've been defending against for you been right all along..if you needed me like i do now.you would be breaking down,not because im not there for you.but because im not there with you.do you know?if you dont say anything. does it mean you dont feel both at all?if you're still smiling without me.when im waiting in agony and silence,day by day telling myself how much i love you because you cant hear it.what does it mean.i dont even know if you care.because in your eyes i still aint everything at all.what am i doing..what did i do wrong..baby set me free, from this misery.i cant take it no more.since you were away, nth's been the same.i don't know what im living for.here i am, so alone.and there's nth in this world i can do..until you're back here, baby.wish you, want you, need you so.there's a feeling inside i want you to know.you are the one that i cant let go.and i wonder..are you thinking of me, cos im thinking of you.and i wonder..are you ever coming back here.i guess. the saddest thing of all.is that after all i tried.you have nth to say at all.
9:11 PM
im alone; im emo;
