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Friday, October 19, 2007
haiz.why do so many quotes and phrases come to my mind when im emo.i wanted to post everyth out. everyth i felt, and stuff.to be honest i thought it was stupid, since nobody cared anyway.i still wanted to, but now i just dont wanna. i just, dont feel like telling anybody how i feel, when i can just live anti-socially.i really duno wad's going on in my life..everyth seems so artificial.and so easily broken and destroyed.maybe because it wasn't there in the first place..i have so many things to say. but i dun wanna say it anymore. i now know why i dont wanna blog.seriously,i seriously dont want to blog.i just wanna live by myself. i find joy in doing things away from everyone else.i dont want to tell my troubles to people,i dont want to share my joys with people,i dont want to live with people.because people are all the same.and.i dont think i wanna continue anymore.everytime i think of all the things running through my head,and i think of a place to let it all out,and then i get put off when i blog.simply because.my life has seriously been ruined.and spoiled,by the world.i am going to go off now,and i know this post hardly means anything,and i've probably wasted another few minutes of my life.but i dont care if i waste these few minutes,because i have nothing to live for anyway.if you want to ask me now.i can tell you.this phrase is really common,and many people just say it for the sake of self-pity,but dont take a look around to see the good things in life.do you know why i KNOW im not one of them?ill just give you one reason, out of the many. which is enough.those people out there,i know that they think that way.but as for me?nobody cares about how i feel now.im trying to look on the bright side here.so let me end with this.if i were to die now,i'd have no regrets.
4:53 PM
im alone; im emo;
